Keighleyjo2010
Silver Member
I have avoided the forum for weeks now.
I am so disappointed in myself, I was so focused before crimbo, then crimbo come along and bam, I have struggled so much since, I am about albs off from my start weight. I have done the diet then fallen of the wagon, and stayed off then had my morning shake then binged.
I don't know what is wrong with me I am failing tremendously and I can't seem to find my feet and stick with this.
I don't have a CDC as it is my mum an I don't see her I don't know if this is my problem, the fact I'm not seeing someone. Yeah she's on the end of the phone but I find it so easy to cheat and lie about it.
I need serious help, I am really unhappy but I can't break this vicious cycle that I have going on.
I don't know what to do anymore!!
I am so disappointed in myself, I was so focused before crimbo, then crimbo come along and bam, I have struggled so much since, I am about albs off from my start weight. I have done the diet then fallen of the wagon, and stayed off then had my morning shake then binged.
I don't know what is wrong with me I am failing tremendously and I can't seem to find my feet and stick with this.
I don't have a CDC as it is my mum an I don't see her I don't know if this is my problem, the fact I'm not seeing someone. Yeah she's on the end of the phone but I find it so easy to cheat and lie about it.
I need serious help, I am really unhappy but I can't break this vicious cycle that I have going on.
I don't know what to do anymore!!