Due to get weighed tomorrow evening for week three. The way im feeling, im ready to pack in this whole diet. I cooked Shepherds pie & garlic bread for the kids & hubbie earlier & i dont now HOW i managed to stop myself diving in the pan and eating some of it....
I admit that i testede a bit on my lip to see if it was too hot for the baby but that was enough to make me miserable.:cry:
I filled a water bottle & started drinking to 'drown my sorrows' and keep me away from temptation but that was 3hr ago and im STILL thinking about food.....:cry:
I was on antibiotics until yesterday for severe tonsilitis so that knocked me out of ketosis which has made this week twice as hard.
(The only good news from that is i finally managed to get referred to get my tonsils out!!! Yahoo!!!)
Im half tempted to ask whether i can start maintenance instead tomorrow but i know that i will go back to my eating habits if i do.....
Cake & Biscuits are my downfall. I could live without Bread & Chips but have the sweetest tooth EVER.
I think im just feeling this way cos its the weekend so im around hubbie & kids and have cooked for them the whole weekend AND, my 4yr old & i bake/make or cook something together each weekend and this weekend was jelly and fruit flan.......
Maybe tomorrow will be better when i go back to work. I dont usually check my weight in the week but i was at my neighbours house earlier and stood on her scales. they said im down 3lbs but i dont know how accurate those were. I think i was expecting mad results like my 1st two weeks....Thats made me more miserable too......
Sorry for the moan............