Rita von Ruben
Full Member
Umm, hello
I'm not really sure where to start. I've been overweight all my life, ever since I was a very young child. I've tried various diets ever since I was young, including Weight Watchers, Slimming World, Lighter Life/Cambridge Diet, Xenical and more. I'm now coming up to 25 years old and haven't been on a diet since I was around 14-15. After a childhood of diets, dieticians and food diaries, I can honestly say I gave up and thought I'd always be fat. I think part of me thinks I still will be, but I am trying my best to start officially dieting again, for the first time in around a decade.
I've had various health problems since I was a child which have made the weight difficult to shift (such as asthma as well as emotional/mental health problems, PCOS, depression and anxiety). At the moment I'm in a difficult place in terms of my mental health, so getting out and about is not an easy task, or something that happens on a regular basis at all. Even though I've always been very overweight, at least when my mental health was better and I was studying full time I was out and about walking around for hours a day. Unfortunately for the past few years I have been very much a hermit and my fitness levels have dwindled to nothing.
Basically, I want to lose weight to be able to live life. I want to be able to go on holiday with my partner. I want to get on a plane without worrying that I won't fit in the seat. I want to buy clothes that fit me and look good. Most of all I want to be healthy enough to walk and run around for hours to go exploring and adventuring and do all sorts of exciting things. I want a life, not an existence.
I guess that's all I can really say for now. I'm not sure what joining this forum will accomplish for me, but I'm hoping I may find some support and inspiration here for the times I feel low and feel like giving up.
Diets have never worked for me in the past. I want this time to be different.
I've signed up to Slimming World online and am planning to start dieting 'officially' on Tuesday or Wednesday (depending on when I can get a grocery shop delivered!).
So I guess, here goes nothing...
~RvR
I'm not really sure where to start. I've been overweight all my life, ever since I was a very young child. I've tried various diets ever since I was young, including Weight Watchers, Slimming World, Lighter Life/Cambridge Diet, Xenical and more. I'm now coming up to 25 years old and haven't been on a diet since I was around 14-15. After a childhood of diets, dieticians and food diaries, I can honestly say I gave up and thought I'd always be fat. I think part of me thinks I still will be, but I am trying my best to start officially dieting again, for the first time in around a decade.
I've had various health problems since I was a child which have made the weight difficult to shift (such as asthma as well as emotional/mental health problems, PCOS, depression and anxiety). At the moment I'm in a difficult place in terms of my mental health, so getting out and about is not an easy task, or something that happens on a regular basis at all. Even though I've always been very overweight, at least when my mental health was better and I was studying full time I was out and about walking around for hours a day. Unfortunately for the past few years I have been very much a hermit and my fitness levels have dwindled to nothing.
Basically, I want to lose weight to be able to live life. I want to be able to go on holiday with my partner. I want to get on a plane without worrying that I won't fit in the seat. I want to buy clothes that fit me and look good. Most of all I want to be healthy enough to walk and run around for hours to go exploring and adventuring and do all sorts of exciting things. I want a life, not an existence.
I guess that's all I can really say for now. I'm not sure what joining this forum will accomplish for me, but I'm hoping I may find some support and inspiration here for the times I feel low and feel like giving up.
Diets have never worked for me in the past. I want this time to be different.
I've signed up to Slimming World online and am planning to start dieting 'officially' on Tuesday or Wednesday (depending on when I can get a grocery shop delivered!).
So I guess, here goes nothing...
~RvR