i<3jellybeans
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So last night i went into central london to meet the bf from work. We met up with some of his friends and had a few drinks. I was good and only had diet cokes, me and the bf then moved onto soho for a meal.
Well..i was a bit bad well i say bit, i dunno really! We went to Bodeans (bbq smoke house, fab!) and i ordered a burger, chips (small portion) and onion rings. This was around 10 at night as we'd been in the pub before hand so i was sooo hungry. Then we got home around midnight and i tucked into some caramel choccie
Today i woke up feeling so ashamed i went off plan, and honestly thought right ive ruined it im gonna go up the shop and buy some cr@p.
I stopped outside the shop and i just thought what the hell am i doing? Buying cr@p isnt going to change how im feeling in the end, its not going to make me feel better once ive scoffed rubbish.
So i walked into the shop..and walked out with a bottle of ketchup! And im now about to make bacon sandwich (fat removed) with a dollop of ketchup for my "brunch".
Well, i feel better now ive got that off my chest! and im glad i didnt walk out the shop with a bag full of rubbish...
Really got to stop being so silly, im going to continue doing red days this week until wednesdays weigh in and reduce my syns per day to make up for yesterdays food.
Well..i was a bit bad well i say bit, i dunno really! We went to Bodeans (bbq smoke house, fab!) and i ordered a burger, chips (small portion) and onion rings. This was around 10 at night as we'd been in the pub before hand so i was sooo hungry. Then we got home around midnight and i tucked into some caramel choccie
Today i woke up feeling so ashamed i went off plan, and honestly thought right ive ruined it im gonna go up the shop and buy some cr@p.
I stopped outside the shop and i just thought what the hell am i doing? Buying cr@p isnt going to change how im feeling in the end, its not going to make me feel better once ive scoffed rubbish.
So i walked into the shop..and walked out with a bottle of ketchup! And im now about to make bacon sandwich (fat removed) with a dollop of ketchup for my "brunch".
Well, i feel better now ive got that off my chest! and im glad i didnt walk out the shop with a bag full of rubbish...
Really got to stop being so silly, im going to continue doing red days this week until wednesdays weigh in and reduce my syns per day to make up for yesterdays food.