Well, this must be my 3rd or 4th time doing this but I am determined that this will be the last! I don't think I was in the right frame of mind to do this before. A lot of the success of sticking to this type of diet is mentally overcoming your relationship with food and changing it for good. I definitely use food as a reason to keep myself down and its a vicious cycle that needs to be broken. I'm a human dustbin! I love food but I have definitely have abused it.
Having sorted my head out I feel mentally prepared for it and I am actually enjoying it this time round! I'm excited at the prospect of not eating - how strange is that! I started today and I feel great. My stomach is making some strange noises but after giving it over 3000 calories a day for god knows how long I'm not surprised!
It's funny though, when I look back to my late teens I remember not eating for days to get into a dress or a pair of skinny jeans for the weekend! I need that willpower back but just not on that extreme a level. Going through my wardrobe I have found 3 different sets of clothes - ones I can wear now, one's that will look better once I lose a stone and a half and one's that I can wear near to goal.
Can't bloody wait!!
Thanks for reading my ramble and I hope you are all doing well x
Having sorted my head out I feel mentally prepared for it and I am actually enjoying it this time round! I'm excited at the prospect of not eating - how strange is that! I started today and I feel great. My stomach is making some strange noises but after giving it over 3000 calories a day for god knows how long I'm not surprised!
It's funny though, when I look back to my late teens I remember not eating for days to get into a dress or a pair of skinny jeans for the weekend! I need that willpower back but just not on that extreme a level. Going through my wardrobe I have found 3 different sets of clothes - ones I can wear now, one's that will look better once I lose a stone and a half and one's that I can wear near to goal.
Can't bloody wait!!
Thanks for reading my ramble and I hope you are all doing well x