emmapetty
Going for Goal!
The main reason as most of you know, why I am doing this diet, is because me and HB want to have a baby.
We made a promise to each other, that he would support me in the diet and I will 'do' the diet to ensure I conceive and carry the baby safely.
Problem is, I have 7 stone to loose and i'm so broody. I'm worried it's becoming an obsession. I've not felt this way before. I have always known I wanted children, but this is a real pain I feel in my gut. :cry::cry:
To keep me going on my cd journey, I have been looking at baby equipment, which started out innocent as a way of reminding me why I am doing this.
Problem is, I'm constantly looking on website, making costings etc. I have started a wish list of baby things. I just feel like maybe I'm going a bit mad.
As far as the diet is going i'm 100% now, feeling energised and quite fab really. But the minute I think of 'babies' my mind set changes, and I feel so down. :cry::cry::cry:
I feel like i'm being ridiculous.
I made the mistake of telling my Mum that we would be trying once i'd reached my goal weight. She is so bloody excited, it's all she talks about, even signing texts "grandma".
Nothing is ever easy is it...if it's not one thing, it's your Mother! LMAO
Sorry for the negative post, after we are all making the effort to be positive. :sigh:
I just seem to be in baby mode all the time and can't seem to shake it off. :cry:
We made a promise to each other, that he would support me in the diet and I will 'do' the diet to ensure I conceive and carry the baby safely.
Problem is, I have 7 stone to loose and i'm so broody. I'm worried it's becoming an obsession. I've not felt this way before. I have always known I wanted children, but this is a real pain I feel in my gut. :cry::cry:
To keep me going on my cd journey, I have been looking at baby equipment, which started out innocent as a way of reminding me why I am doing this.
Problem is, I'm constantly looking on website, making costings etc. I have started a wish list of baby things. I just feel like maybe I'm going a bit mad.
As far as the diet is going i'm 100% now, feeling energised and quite fab really. But the minute I think of 'babies' my mind set changes, and I feel so down. :cry::cry::cry:
I feel like i'm being ridiculous.
I made the mistake of telling my Mum that we would be trying once i'd reached my goal weight. She is so bloody excited, it's all she talks about, even signing texts "grandma".
Nothing is ever easy is it...if it's not one thing, it's your Mother! LMAO
Sorry for the negative post, after we are all making the effort to be positive. :sigh:
I just seem to be in baby mode all the time and can't seem to shake it off. :cry: