B-D
Full Member
Been lurking for about five months and finally started CD exactly a month ago. It's been hard going with an 11 week old and a 16 month old and I have ended up tasting loads of stuff but I really mean to lose this weight. 16month old used to pick up his enthusiasm for meals from me and my mealtime games but since i started, he hasn't been too keen on eating.
I gained 41lbs in one very difficult pregnancy which ended in neonatal death three years ago and have been hanging on to it as a memorial. lost a few lbs then gained 15lbs more with the 16month old and gained 1lb net with the 11 week old but I'm trying dealing with the grief and need to let the weight and PND go ASAP. started pregnancy at 122lbs ended up three years later at 172lbs. Plus I had high blood sugar during one pregnancy and all four of my grandparents were diabetic while both of my parents are hypertensive.
I miss my diet red bull even though I'm glad I can still have my coffee. I don't think it has citric acid. can someone just give me the perfect excuse to have one? Red bull used to help me cope with stress.
I gained 41lbs in one very difficult pregnancy which ended in neonatal death three years ago and have been hanging on to it as a memorial. lost a few lbs then gained 15lbs more with the 16month old and gained 1lb net with the 11 week old but I'm trying dealing with the grief and need to let the weight and PND go ASAP. started pregnancy at 122lbs ended up three years later at 172lbs. Plus I had high blood sugar during one pregnancy and all four of my grandparents were diabetic while both of my parents are hypertensive.
I miss my diet red bull even though I'm glad I can still have my coffee. I don't think it has citric acid. can someone just give me the perfect excuse to have one? Red bull used to help me cope with stress.