Poppy2013
Full Member
Hiya Everyone,
I am newto Exante i have just placed my order on their website for a month’s supply ofproducts (at half price) bargain! I was actually looking into doing CD but whenI seen Exante at half price I thought I would do this diet instead and I did alittle research on it... looking good!
I am 26and I have been over weight about 10 years. I am actually in the 20st bracketat the moment, makes me so sad actually saying that! I have so much weight tolose its very daunting. I live with my mother in law right now as me and my bfmoved 400 miles to return to his home in London and be closer to his family.It’s been kinda hard living down here and being so over weight.
1, I’mvery self conscious
2. I findit embarrassing when people meet me or even see me
3. I’vefound it hard getting a job and i feel my weight has something to do with it
4. I cantmake friends and I feel my weight has something to do with that too.
It mightjust be excuses but this is how I feel and its getting me sooo depressed that Ihave actually be sat sobbing thinking I don’t wanna be on this earth nolonger.... How stupid am I. It’s not rocket Science and I want to do it morethan ANYTHING, so that’s what I am gonna do, stop feeling sorry for myself andjust get on with it.
Living inLondon I have not been on a night out in 6months, I don’t drink because I don’thave friends to go out with. I don’t do much other than go to work and come home. At weekends Isit in the house and don’t get to do very much as we are saving to buy a houseand I am the only one working as my bf is still trying to find a job in London.I want to take this opportunity while I don’t do much to spend my time focusingon losing weight. It’s really hard to do a normal diet because I live with myGreek mother in law and the whole family are obsessed with food and cooking soI find it really hard to cook and prepare my own food. This diet is going befantastic for that one reason... but I picked a VLCD for many many morereasons.
Plus ontop of how the weight makes me feel on a day to day basis, I also have theadded worry of being 26 and wanting to have children, at this size there is noway I would be able to have children! I have been with my bf 6years and I wantto get married soon and no way am i being on ANY wedding pictures this size, noway!
I hope toreceive my pack tomorrow and start on Tuesday if not will be the following day.How does everyone find the packs, do they taste ok... i dunno why i’m askingthat I aint to fussy about food or I wouldn’t be this big haha! I have done theCD before and lost about 4stone but never stuck to it and put it all backon.... very foolish, all that time effort and money wasted. Not going to bethat foolish this time around!
I would like to wish everyone good luck this year, bringon 2013 J
Love Poppy <3 xxx