happychicken1
Full Member
Hi everyone I dont know whats up with me Im struggling so much. Im not piging out but have eaten 3 times in the last 4 days. I became so weak and disorientated I ended eating on Fri then with shakes again sat was good all day till sat nite, the same sun and the same tonight. I feel so deepressed I want the old feeling back. Im thinking its self sabortage as my friends daughter has set me up with someone she knows, He text me on Thurs and we spoke on the phone last nite. He wants to go out so I told him in three weeks. Obviously I just want time to lose weight so I feel more confident and look better but then this!!!! I was so positive so why am I doing this, Its been about 5 years since ive been out with someone and I really want to go . Please help I have no one to talk too and feel so hopeless