Baby_Cakes
Dave's little girl
I have an interview arranged at 4pm tomorrow evening. I should be excited and happy and unable to wait, but I am nervous and anxious and worrying already. I think my weight and eating habbits are limiting my confidence and my inability to loose weight is just making me feel self concious and low.
I know deep down something has got to change in my routine to make me happier and force my habbits to change - at the moment I am working (7.30 am to 3.30pm) and my husband works 12 hour shifts meaning I get A LOT of time at home on my own. I have no real friends so I should have been using this time to capitalise on exercise and to loose those stones I need to... The new job would be 9-5 (ish), be an increase in salary of £9k and would be more utilising of my skill set, but I doubt I'd get so much time as I do now.
Argh, I just dont know what to do. What if they see me and my weight and decide I wont fit in? Should I go for it?
I know deep down something has got to change in my routine to make me happier and force my habbits to change - at the moment I am working (7.30 am to 3.30pm) and my husband works 12 hour shifts meaning I get A LOT of time at home on my own. I have no real friends so I should have been using this time to capitalise on exercise and to loose those stones I need to... The new job would be 9-5 (ish), be an increase in salary of £9k and would be more utilising of my skill set, but I doubt I'd get so much time as I do now.
Argh, I just dont know what to do. What if they see me and my weight and decide I wont fit in? Should I go for it?