mermaid2708
new year...new me!x
hi. i am at the start of my (current) weight loss journey. i am currently on my optifast liquid shake diet...to shrink my liver and lower my bmi in time for my gastric bypass on 14/01/09. i need to loose roughly half my body weight (140lbs) so i am a mixture of nervous and excited and anxious. i have not been less than 13stones since i was 13 yrs old so i have not concept of what i will look or feel like as a 'normal' sized woman. :sigh: my emotions are a little all over the place at the moment...is this normal??? i also gave up smoking nearly 6 weeks ago with the aid of patches.