Cityredgirl
CRG
As you can see from my profile i have been on here for a number of months flitting from one "Diet" to another. I have been suffering with depression for the last 7 years but its come back with a vengance this last 12 months. Firstly I have had enough of living in the only clothes that fit me (Just about) and my god are they ugly clothes. I Feel consumed by Food constantly all day , thinking about what im going to eat, when ive ate i regret every morsel i put in my mouth. I'm just sick of it.
I'm getting married in June 2012 and i went along to a bridal shop-with my partner and i have never been as mortified in my life! I hated every second..But where is my breaking point im still eating a 2 finger Kit Kat with my Coffee, I'm still eating toast. I feel so weak willed and pathetic..im close to tears i dont have the energy got the battle ahead.
[Facts about me]
I am 26
Height : 5"7
Weight : Over 16st 9Lb
Clothes Size - 18-20 bottom -18-20 Tops
Bra size- no idea as i have non that fit properly
Shoe Size - 7.5
I have short black hair,
Hazel eyes,
I have Facial hair due to PCOS,
Im tired all the time
Im a mental health Worker
..I need help
I enjoy Fruit, Veg, Salad , Cycling but im too darn lazy to do it .:cry:
I'm getting married in June 2012 and i went along to a bridal shop-with my partner and i have never been as mortified in my life! I hated every second..But where is my breaking point im still eating a 2 finger Kit Kat with my Coffee, I'm still eating toast. I feel so weak willed and pathetic..im close to tears i dont have the energy got the battle ahead.
[Facts about me]
I am 26
Height : 5"7
Weight : Over 16st 9Lb
Clothes Size - 18-20 bottom -18-20 Tops
Bra size- no idea as i have non that fit properly
Shoe Size - 7.5
I have short black hair,
Hazel eyes,
I have Facial hair due to PCOS,
Im tired all the time
Im a mental health Worker
..I need help
I enjoy Fruit, Veg, Salad , Cycling but im too darn lazy to do it .:cry: