Jax's Diary...omg size 12!!!!!!

was still 13 8 this morning, so im hoping i might be 13 7 next wednesday but who knows! im eating loads which is nice, but obviously all no fat or very low fat, so i dont think im putting on weight xxxx
 
dont be peeking!! its meant ta be a suprise ha!!! i think ur better off waiting till ur 100% in ur own mind cause least then ya can concentrate on it completely
 
yeah, well its a habit with weighing myself lol i physically cannot stay off the scales. well just an update for everyone im not starting my job in october so iv got a couple months to completely feel better which is good! and im going to devon with the family for a couple weeks, as my mum still insists on me being with her so she can look after me lol i have the best mummy in the world! oh and marshmellows are very low in fat, so my mums stocked up on them for me, and is making me a low fat fruit cake yum! xxx
 
Im trying so hard to stay off the scales!
 
its so hard isnt it gem! im not going to feel bad for checking, because its a habit and i dont think theres anything wrong with weighing myself when i want to, i know alot of people think it can be de-motivating but i find it helps keep me in track, so if you want to weigh yourself, then do it hun! thats what i think anyway xx
 
Marshmallows saved my life when I had my gall bladder out - I thought I was never going to be able to eat anything nice again!

Devon will be lovely hun - take some time to recuperate!

Are you going to join our Wednesday WI group then? x
 
yeah will be really nice! the whole family and grandparents are going so will be lovely to be with everyone. yea im joining the wed weigh in! sounds a good idea xxx
 
Hunny you totally made the right decision! I went back to work two weeks after my open surgery and it was the wrong decision! They had told me to wait six weeks...and in hindsight I should have recovered for as long as I could! I ended up setting myself further back in my recovery x Just take the time that you need to feel strong again hun!
 
yeah i would rather feel 100% before starting training, so im very happy that i have 2 months time to relax before i start

hows everyone today? xxx
 
the title says it all!! was shopping today and tried some size 14 jeans on and obviously they fitted but then i thought hmmm i'll see how far off i am from fitting into a 12...and they fitted!!!! so i bought them obviously, a tiny bit tight round my thighs but apart from that they fit perfectly! i can't even rememeber being a 12 lol im very happy! xx
 
thanks irene! i still can't beilive it lol ill make sure i post a recent pic of me on here..in my new jeans obviously! xx
 
Well Done babe, its wicked eh? All my 14's hanging off me now.... Aweosme! x
 
best feeling in the world! how are you babe? feel like we havn't spoken properly for ages, felt like crap today (apart from the jeans) was clearing out my wardrobe ready for moving house, and got rid of like 2 wardrobes full of clothes lol all of which were size 16,18 and even some 20s couldnt beilive it! but i think i overdid it as about half hour afterwards i felt awful! so much pain! :-( also i havnt been sleeping very well as side affects of my meds are hallucinations, constipation, itching, anxiety, panic attacks etc all of which iv got! can't wait to get off them!

anyway enough of me moaning lol hope everyones good!

xxx
 
Jax take it easy! no more clearing out sessions till your healed! wow size 12 though holy crap!!!!! jesus woman youl be a skinny hoe in no time!
 
yeah will be taking it easy from now on! its just getting closer and closer till moving house and my room is nowhere near being cleared out, but can wait a couple more weeks im sure. well my goal is to be a size 10 so only got to drop one more dress size! although i think that will be 2-3 stone, but i was expecting that, god I WANNA BE A SKINNY HOE lol

how you doing today sara? xx
 
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