big bear
A bear on a mission!
I was fine today up until this afternoon. I had a talk with H about the issues we're having (see off topics) & I was told that he does a physical job & needs his sleep. I'm exhausted as I'd got to sleep last night & then baby woke for a feed, I got her asleep & my son woke up & wouldn't go back to sleep for 2 hours.
He annoyed me so that I ate chips (not SW) & 2 eggs (fried) followed by half a millionaires cheesecake.
I don't know why I do it to myself. I got away with being bad last week when I lost 1lbs & vowed to be 100% this week & then I go blow it again.
I feel sick, angry, guilty, tired. I feel like walking out on H & the kids & to just keep walking I don't know where or what to do just feeling so low.
I know I should be grateful H has a job & I've 2 beautiful kids but I've had enough. :cry:
He annoyed me so that I ate chips (not SW) & 2 eggs (fried) followed by half a millionaires cheesecake.
I don't know why I do it to myself. I got away with being bad last week when I lost 1lbs & vowed to be 100% this week & then I go blow it again.
I feel sick, angry, guilty, tired. I feel like walking out on H & the kids & to just keep walking I don't know where or what to do just feeling so low.
I know I should be grateful H has a job & I've 2 beautiful kids but I've had enough. :cry: