Katie's Diary :)

[purpleprincess71]

Thanks!! Im so happy about it

Im going to my friends house for halloween tonight and everyones ordering pizza so i will have to be good! I mite have a few crisps to snack on tho but i'm definitely not going to go over the top xxx

 

[blackwidow]

you could probs fit in 2 slices if you did some exercise or kept your first two meals light for today? You're not a salady person are you? Cause i would have salad and a couple of slices - I tend now to say instead of ordering my own can i just chip in for someone elses and steal a slice or two.. stops me eating more cause i havent paid for it

 

[Jax123]

Well done on losing 3.5lbs! As for your halloween celebrations Blackwidows idea of chipping in with someone else pizza sounds good to me - Good luck

 

[Anna_B]

Well done, great result arty0038:

 

[purpleprincess71]

Thanks everyone.

Right now i am so unhappy I completely messed up my diet this week and gained 2.5lbs. Im going to do it properly this week but im still very sad about it. I know everyone slips up sometimes, but it makes me feel worse than other ppl as i have really bad depression and i am so self conscious

Also I find it hard to stick with my diet when i feel depressed, I find it hard to do exercise also coz sometimes i wont even get out of bed all day.

On top of that I havent had a job for 6 months. I quit my old job in May coz of depression and wasnt allowed to work for a month, also i was meant to be on anti depressants for 6 months but stopped taking them as I couldnt afford to pay for the prescription every month. I couldnt get it for free as I have no proof im unemployed because im not on benefits. I still have no job and find it very hard to go out and look for one so it makes everything worse and makes it alot harder for me to diet

And now Ive gained 2.5lbs I couldnt feel much lower at the moment Sorry to moan about it everyone xxx

 

[Karenlou]

Sorry to hear you are feeling so low hon. You should be entitled to benefits though, unless you are in a relationship with someone who is working and, even then, if they are on a low income you might still be entitled to claim something.

Nobody should be so broke they can't get a prescription.

Have you spoken to your doctor about being referred for counselling?

 

[blackwidow]

Thanks everyone.

Right now i am so unhappy I completely messed up my diet this week and gained 2.5lbs. Im going to do it properly this week but im still very sad about it. I know everyone slips up sometimes, but it makes me feel worse than other ppl as i have really bad depression and i am so self conscious

Also I find it hard to stick with my diet when i feel depressed, I find it hard to do exercise also coz sometimes i wont even get out of bed all day.

On top of that I havent had a job for 6 months. I quit my old job in May coz of depression and wasnt allowed to work for a month, also i was meant to be on anti depressants for 6 months but stopped taking them as I couldnt afford to pay for the prescription every month. I couldnt get it for free as I have no proof im unemployed because im not on benefits. I still have no job and find it very hard to go out and look for one so it makes everything worse and makes it alot harder for me to diet

And now Ive gained 2.5lbs I couldnt feel much lower at the moment Sorry to moan about it everyone xxx

hey Katie.. do you have MSN / email? you are welcome to send me a line and we can swap numbers if you want someone to talk to. My email is [email protected]

dont worry about your gain hunny. everyone does it - i put on 4lbs in my third week and I was only away 2 days and the rest i was really good, but like Karen said I dont know where or when, but whats easy gained is generally easy lost again the next week you've done so well so far - please dont let this one week put you off.

Sending you lots of hugs.. cheer up hunny!! *big cuddles* xxx

 

[purpleprincess71]

Thanks for the lovely post blackwidow and thanks everyone else too

I know its been agggges since I've posted on my diary but that's because i seriously fell off the wagon! hehe

I managed to put on more weight and was 11stone and half a lb when i restarted my diet 2 weeks ago!

I am really happy because I have successfully managed 2 weeks of my diet without 1 slip up! I've given it 100% just like i did when i originally lost 4 stone a couple of years ago so its really looking good atm hehe

Since starting my diet again I've been thinking positively about everything in my life and I just feel alot better about myself! I mean I still havent found a job yet, broke up with my boyfriend of 4 years just before christmas and I am still managing to stay positive and pretty happy!

Anyway Monday is my weigh day (I dont go to the meetings but I weigh myself Monday mornings) and this week I've lost 2lbs which is what I was aiming for

Which means in 2 weeks I've lost 6.5lbs yay!

Well I'm going to try and keep this up, but most of the stuff i eat and drink is complete junk (just wanted to warn you all hehe)

xxx Katie xxx