Katy's CC journey

God you guys sound the same as me. In some ways it makes me feel better. I feel embarrassed trying to explain it to people. I just fail time and time again and it's embarrassing. I know what I want to look like and how I want to feel. I know how to get it yet I stuff my face over and over again then hate myself. I just need to stick to it but it never happens. It's getting me down so much! Doesn't help that my boyfriend is in amazing shape so I just feel a fat mess beside him which affects my confidence with him x
 
God you guys sound the same as me. In some ways it makes me feel better. I feel embarrassed trying to explain it to people. I just fail time and time again and it's embarrassing. I know what I want to look like and how I want to feel. I know how to get it yet I stuff my face over and over again then hate myself. I just need to stick to it but it never happens. It's getting me down so much! Doesn't help that my boyfriend is in amazing shape so I just feel a fat mess beside him which affects my confidence with him x

Well you've found the right place, my diaries one massive failure! At least you know your not on your own. I have episodes of being so good then so bad. Ive actually done better today as i haven't calorie counted but i have eaten really healthily. I am sure your boyfriend loves you unconditionally- otherwise he wouldn't be with you. I know exactly how you feel though x
 
God you guys sound the same as me. In some ways it makes me feel better. I feel embarrassed trying to explain it to people. I just fail time and time again and it's embarrassing. I know what I want to look like and how I want to feel. I know how to get it yet I stuff my face over and over again then hate myself. I just need to stick to it but it never happens. It's getting me down so much! Doesn't help that my boyfriend is in amazing shape so I just feel a fat mess beside him which affects my confidence with him x

I've had about 7 million diaries on here!!! Worlds worst haha x
 
So how are we gonna sort it??? There must be a way we can do this and stick to it. Other people manage so we can too. I just don't know how haha xx
 
Gonna start fresh tomorrow.. Go food shopping and buy lots of 'clean' foods ready for the week ahead. Planning is needed and I will ensure i am prepared for the week ahead.

I am going to start my pt sessions end of oct when i have been paid- 2x 1 hour sessions a week plus nutrition/meal planning sessions included. I can up those sessions to 4x a week if needed. I imagine i'll be able to fit in 2x a week around my shift. Luckily he is able to fit me in to work around my job and also i don't have to commit to specific days or times which is handy.

He's my ex and we get on well still.. I know i'll feel comfortable with him and not ashamed like i would with someone i don't know.

Feel a bit more positive and in control now of things.

Exercise is key- even if i have bad eating days at least with exercise included its damage limitation. I have noticed my legs, arms and butt had lost shape since i have stopped exercising :( so i want to make sure i get the figure i want at long last.

Tomorrow i am planning to have the following:

Breakfast: porridge and blueberries

Lunch: cottage cheese, rocket, tomato, cucumber avocado

Snack: brazil nuts

Dinner unsure of.. Maybe salmon with sweet potato and veg!
 
Gonna add pics here to show what my body looks like now :(

This was taken last Week.
 

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Wow you look amazing in that dress... you are off to a winner lady... just think if at the start you can already pull off amazing then when you get to the finish line you will be positively SMOKING!!!

Go you!!! Xxx

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Wow you look amazing in that dress... you are off to a winner lady... just think if at the start you can already pull off amazing then when you get to the finish line you will be positively SMOKING!!!

Go you!!! Xxx

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Aww thank you- that's so nice of you. I didn't feel it at the time. Xx
 
Food today:

Mango frozen 63cals
Cappuccino sachet 68cals
Total: 131cals

Lunch: avocado 198cals
Cottage cheese 44cals
Rocket 15cals
Tomato 18cals
Cucumber: 8cals
Total: 281cals

Dinner:
Salmon 275cals
Winter veg: 41cals
Prawns in chilli and coriander (like a starter) 90cals


Oh and maybe a little glass of rose if all goes to plan and i have some cals left!

:) xx
 
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My bodys gonna thank me for this after all the crap ive been eating the last few months!!
 

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Woke up with a sore belly :(


Food for today:

Skinny oats pot

Prawn salad

Brazil nuts (5)

Dinner is roast chicken

Will point later once i am up properly x
 
Dinner is pic attached to this! Cant wait to eat it!!!


Got the same for tomorrow.

Plan for tomorrow:

Belvita biscuits 232
Prawn salad with cottage cheese 338
Chicken with veg, stuffing and gravy 459

Taking healthy snacks with me if i get peckish too x

All prepped and ready for tomorrow :D
 

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