Thanks Gem, thanks Kirsty

It is hard...much harder than I thought.
Well I have given myself a big kick up the bum!!!!! I am focussing on the scales too much. Yesterday I took Billy to nursery and one of his workers said to me how great I was looking and how well my diet must be going. It's the first time anyone in there has noticed (or at least said anything so I was chuffed

Then I went to my mum and baby group and one of my WW friends there (who also looks great!) said to me "god, you are supposed to eat over Christmas!!! You are skinny!). I pointed out I had eaten....and I had gained weight actually but she just said pah!
So I thought about it....my original goal was 150lbs (10 stone 10). I am now 147lbs (or was on Monday). I wanted to be a size 12....all my christmas clothes were 12s and fit fine. I am now the weight I was when I got married and fell pregnant with Billy and I was perfectly happy. I obviously look like I have lost weight....so i need to chill out. Yes, I would still like to lose a little more and yes, I would love to get near 10 stone but am i going to stress? No. Am i going to treat myself if I want to? Yes. Am I happy to lose this last few pounds slowly? Yes
So I feel happy now. I had a lovely Christmas and the gain was so worth it. I am finally happy with myself
That's that really
(tell me this on Monday when I am not happy to have gained more or lost a mere 0.5lbs lol!).