slim_and_happy
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What a lovely honest dairy!
Subscribing!
M x
Subscribing!
M x
Another day done and dusted! Feeling so much happier and more hopeful about life now. I'm going to start aqua aerobics next Monday just to get a tiny bit of myself back, I love my little girl so much but I rarely get a break and it'll be great to get out and do something that's just for me again. That said, I had a really nice day. Met up with two friends and drank gallons of coffee! Planning a little girlie break away for one night with my friend maybe in Feb, it'll mean having a little planned break but I don't mind. It definitely beats having an unplanned break and just sitting in on my tod gorging on crappy food and feeling like a failure. I have to start moving on with my life now and letting go of the past. With the break up six months ago, I was so angry I never had time to heal myself or grieve for the good times and I feel like the 22nd December when I heard about his conquest, was when it all hit me like a tonne of bricks. I've never had a broken heart in my life and never ever quite understood how painful it could be. He was my very best friend for such a long time, even after we broke up, but it's time now to move forward and leave the angry, bitter person I've become in the past. Sorry for going all personal but I enjoyed reading over my diary and seeing the changes in my feelings towards myself and this is also crucial for my weight loss "journey" (I really hate that word but nothing else quite fits) and my general life journey!!