Oh lilaloves, I am so sorry to hear that
It is so difficult to go through this, if you ever need to chat, please PM me. We'll get there, I know it!
Fatty_no_more - It is hard, most of my friends have children, all by accident & it kills me. Especially as one of them doesn't seem to want her baby as much as I wish for one! It was incredibly difficult to hear her tell me how having her daughter ruined her life!
Leeanne910 - Thinking of having a baby is what stopped me falling off the wagon this evening when I wanted chocolates!
10% of my weight is about 10kg & I have lost half so far. I have two options after that - Number one is to stay on the pill (Which is the only thing giving me regular periods atm) & try to get to a healthy weight = healthier pregnancy.. Or the Drs told me that once I lose 10% they would be willing to try fertility treatments. As much as it kills me, I think I'd much rather wait to reach a better weight so I can have a better experience.
You are blessed & it is wonderful that you know it. Some people take their children for granted & that's sad