MA53NDY
Full Member
So I have taken the plunge and finally decided to address my weight once and for all, i'm sooooo tired of wearing black, black, black, i live in black, i have a wardrobe full of clothes that don't fit and I am just so tired. I feel terrible, unattractive, embaressed and sick and tired of feeling this way.
So the other night I came across Exante, just by chance while looking through E-Bay, how come I never heard of this diet before? I asked myself, i've done Lighter Life, lost 5 stone and looked so good, was wearing size 12 jeans but i put it all back on, then I did Cambrdge lost about 5 1/2 stone, then i put it all on again, did Cambridge last year for about 3 months and lost around 2 1/2 stone but finances meant i couldn't carry on plus i was going through a divorce and just couldn't handle it.
So why now i ask myself? well i turned 37 rs old 3 weeks ago, i'm single, don't go out, avoid going to family gatherings basically anything social as I don't fit into anything nice and feel even worse when i try to dress up, catch myself in the mirror and look and feel FAT.
So this is it, i have spent just over £100 on a months supply of Exante which was delivered today and i tore open the box and had a choc orange bar, wasn't too bad but bigger than i expected which was great
... i then had a Strawberry shake, mixed with my Cambrdge mini travel blender and this was pleasant so i am looking forward to a soup later tonight or maybe a Hot choc, so much choice in my box of goodies...
I want to get back to size 12, once i can fit into me size 12 jeans then i will feel i have accompolished soemthing, i don't wear trousers, ever, my thunder thighs are better hidden in a skirt, yeah you guessed it a black one... lol
I haven't told anyone about the diet and plan to take my bars to work as i can discreetly eat them during the day, as i travel across 5 different sites no-one will notice wether i have lunch or not, decided i will tell my kids im doing detox and having cup a soup's only when i get in from work.
This challenge means so much to me, i need to get my confidence back, get my body back and get a life, i hope one day to meet someone and start a new relationship, im not a bad looking girl but just need to shift the bulges and feel good about myself again, make a change for life!
So the Journey to Happiness begins, 28th March 2012 ... It's my time
So the other night I came across Exante, just by chance while looking through E-Bay, how come I never heard of this diet before? I asked myself, i've done Lighter Life, lost 5 stone and looked so good, was wearing size 12 jeans but i put it all back on, then I did Cambrdge lost about 5 1/2 stone, then i put it all on again, did Cambridge last year for about 3 months and lost around 2 1/2 stone but finances meant i couldn't carry on plus i was going through a divorce and just couldn't handle it.
So why now i ask myself? well i turned 37 rs old 3 weeks ago, i'm single, don't go out, avoid going to family gatherings basically anything social as I don't fit into anything nice and feel even worse when i try to dress up, catch myself in the mirror and look and feel FAT.
So this is it, i have spent just over £100 on a months supply of Exante which was delivered today and i tore open the box and had a choc orange bar, wasn't too bad but bigger than i expected which was great
... i then had a Strawberry shake, mixed with my Cambrdge mini travel blender and this was pleasant so i am looking forward to a soup later tonight or maybe a Hot choc, so much choice in my box of goodies...I want to get back to size 12, once i can fit into me size 12 jeans then i will feel i have accompolished soemthing, i don't wear trousers, ever, my thunder thighs are better hidden in a skirt, yeah you guessed it a black one... lol
I haven't told anyone about the diet and plan to take my bars to work as i can discreetly eat them during the day, as i travel across 5 different sites no-one will notice wether i have lunch or not, decided i will tell my kids im doing detox and having cup a soup's only when i get in from work.
This challenge means so much to me, i need to get my confidence back, get my body back and get a life, i hope one day to meet someone and start a new relationship, im not a bad looking girl but just need to shift the bulges and feel good about myself again, make a change for life!
So the Journey to Happiness begins, 28th March 2012 ... It's my time
