AmandaJayne
Trainee Maintainer
Well, when I say 'major crisis' it is only in connection with my CD journey. Still, it was somewhat unpleasent while it lasted.
Today I met with former colleagues from previous job for a coffee. All well and good. They decided to have lunch but I said that I'd have mine later (they don't know about CD). I was arranging to meet another friend later, so they said "Oh, you'll be having lunch later with xxx then".
"Yes" I replied. Then the crooked thoughts kicked in and I wondered what on the menu would be 'suitable' if I decided to eat today. Couldn't decide because I was torn between eating something and not eating something.
Fortunately, I was late meeting friend later and we just had coffee, not lunch. Problem averted.
Had a tetra as soon as I got home, plus glass of water and a large tea. Still wanted to eat though. It was like a monster unleashed which wouldn't be placated. I couldn't get onto Minis because there was a problem with the server. So I just put up with it. It was uncomfortable and I was naffed off.
Fortunately there was nothing 'suitable' in the fridge (I looked). I said to myself "Sleep on it, you'll be ok tomorrow". It is true, I will. It's just that I am used to reacting to this feeling, not fighting it.
I am feeling pleased that I have won this particular battle. Back on track now...
AJ
Today I met with former colleagues from previous job for a coffee. All well and good. They decided to have lunch but I said that I'd have mine later (they don't know about CD). I was arranging to meet another friend later, so they said "Oh, you'll be having lunch later with xxx then".
"Yes" I replied. Then the crooked thoughts kicked in and I wondered what on the menu would be 'suitable' if I decided to eat today. Couldn't decide because I was torn between eating something and not eating something.
Fortunately, I was late meeting friend later and we just had coffee, not lunch. Problem averted.
Had a tetra as soon as I got home, plus glass of water and a large tea. Still wanted to eat though. It was like a monster unleashed which wouldn't be placated. I couldn't get onto Minis because there was a problem with the server. So I just put up with it. It was uncomfortable and I was naffed off.
Fortunately there was nothing 'suitable' in the fridge (I looked). I said to myself "Sleep on it, you'll be ok tomorrow". It is true, I will. It's just that I am used to reacting to this feeling, not fighting it.
I am feeling pleased that I have won this particular battle. Back on track now...
AJ