Hi Everyone,
I've made a decision to start Management next week. I'm 6lb off my target still but will lose at least half of that (I hope!) by the time I start eating again so I'm not too concerned about that.
I've been desperate to start Management since I finished Foundation but now I've committed to doing it (I told my LLC last night) I'm suddenly terrified! Is this normal?
I know I've done really well so far (I've lost 5 and a half stone since 9th August) but I'm worried that it's felt too easy. Of course it hasn't been easy all the time and I've had numerous horrendous days (or weeks even!) but the weight has come off steadily and a lot faster then most other people in my group and I feel like I don't deserve it. The adult side of me says thats ridiculous and everyone is different etc etc but there is another (very large) part of me that thinks I'll sabotage myself when I'm eating again because I subconciously don't deserve to be slim. Isn't that stupid?
Has anyone felt something similar? Or has anyone got any advice? I'm desperate not to be fat again.
Maria x
I've made a decision to start Management next week. I'm 6lb off my target still but will lose at least half of that (I hope!) by the time I start eating again so I'm not too concerned about that.
I've been desperate to start Management since I finished Foundation but now I've committed to doing it (I told my LLC last night) I'm suddenly terrified! Is this normal?
I know I've done really well so far (I've lost 5 and a half stone since 9th August) but I'm worried that it's felt too easy. Of course it hasn't been easy all the time and I've had numerous horrendous days (or weeks even!) but the weight has come off steadily and a lot faster then most other people in my group and I feel like I don't deserve it. The adult side of me says thats ridiculous and everyone is different etc etc but there is another (very large) part of me that thinks I'll sabotage myself when I'm eating again because I subconciously don't deserve to be slim. Isn't that stupid?
Has anyone felt something similar? Or has anyone got any advice? I'm desperate not to be fat again.
Maria x