Hevz
Member
:cry:it's so hard to write this as it all seems too real and up to now it's all been like a horrid nightmare. On Wednesday I got a phone call which will change my life forever....my beloved Dad was found dead by my youngest sister and her 2 year old daughter. He was sat in his chair "watching" tv and appears to have just fallen asleep and not woken up.
I'm the eldest of 4 and my brother lives in Oz so is travelling home tomorrow, he should be here on Monday afternoon. I feel like I have to be strong for the others yet inside I'm falling apart.
Dad and Mum split up a few years ago and I don't get on with Mum so her being involved is upsetting me so much and making things feel evern worse/harder for me to cope.
:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
Does anyone know of somewhere for me to go for support...I don't want to just google, I'd rather find somewhere that someone knows and I can trust.
....by the way, somehow I've managed to stick to SS up to now, probably as I have no appetite. I just need to try not to fall off the wagon as there's no point. I need to be healthy and be there for my kids:sigh:
I'm the eldest of 4 and my brother lives in Oz so is travelling home tomorrow, he should be here on Monday afternoon. I feel like I have to be strong for the others yet inside I'm falling apart.
Dad and Mum split up a few years ago and I don't get on with Mum so her being involved is upsetting me so much and making things feel evern worse/harder for me to cope.
:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
Does anyone know of somewhere for me to go for support...I don't want to just google, I'd rather find somewhere that someone knows and I can trust.
....by the way, somehow I've managed to stick to SS up to now, probably as I have no appetite. I just need to try not to fall off the wagon as there's no point. I need to be healthy and be there for my kids:sigh: