My diary from day 3
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willow12
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wannabefitatthirty said:
Wah... I bought some of that evil stuff on Saturday. I sniffed it... But luckily I was driving so I was distracted. Mind you I bought my children a bag of chips this evening for dinner as I had a nightmare journey to Oxford and back today and now can't be bothered to be peeling potatoes etc. the chips smelt amazing but I'm sure they would 'feel' bitter after I'd eaten them. (maybe)
Good for you for 'getting back in the horse'.. It's difficult after a splurge but you sound like you're determined.
I caught a glimpse of my reflection in a shop window earlier and I wasn't as disgusted as usual.. Thumbs up! Looking forward to my choc shake later, but NOT the 3 pints I have to down!!!
wannabefitatthirty
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I'm doing rubbish :-( lots of social events came up this week!!! N my cousin brought me back peanut butter m&ms from America... Am actually feeling pretty crap:-/ am going to gym tonight & I'm starting again Saturday - Friday night I've gotta lobster/chips & champagne night- which is for a dear friends birthday... So come Saturday I've GOT TO get back onnit!!! Please provide motivation...
Hope every1 get on ok?
Hope every1 get on ok?
kerrys86
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Oh no, never mind im sure it wont make much difference. I have a social event coming up next thurs and im undecided about going as i havent told anyone im doing CD. And they would ask so many questions!! I had a bit of binge last night on cheese turkey and a 4 french fries and two peieces of toffee :-(
Gonna weigh tomorrow myself to spur me on over weekend.
Keep going your doing great!!
Gonna weigh tomorrow myself to spur me on over weekend.
Keep going your doing great!!
wannabefitatthirty
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I've been bad all this week bar 1 day... I'm just gonna enjoy myself tomorro n then I'm 100% no excuses going back on diet- looking forward to my night out tomorro... Was gonna start back on Monday then thought- no- why not start Saturday... So by Monday I'll b well on way into ketosis 
roll on 5th July- shopping spree with my bestie newwww clothes!!!
roll on 5th July- shopping spree with my bestie newwww clothes!!!
wannabefitatthirty
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Well done willow!!!
I'm back on again tomorro... Am actually looking forward to not having to think about what to eat.... Am actually scared with how I will cope when I don't need Cambridge anymore :-/ don't wanna have a yoyo lifestyle:-/
I'm back on again tomorro... Am actually looking forward to not having to think about what to eat.... Am actually scared with how I will cope when I don't need Cambridge anymore :-/ don't wanna have a yoyo lifestyle:-/
willow12
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wannabefitatthirty said:Well done willow!!!
I'm back on again tomorro... Am actually looking forward to not having to think about what to eat.... Am actually scared with how I will cope when I don't need Cambridge anymore :-/ don't wanna have a yoyo lifestyle:-/
How have you found being off CD?.. Have you binged? You see I know I would, I'd be uncontrollable. I keep thinking of dominoes pepperoni pizza (sorry everyone) I'm sure it would make me feel I'll afterwards but I'm kind of craving carbs today.
I'm not sure if anyone else is turning into a 'feeder' but I sure am. I'm baking with the kids and buying them more treats than usual. I think I'm eating via transference! We're making home made pizza from scratch and baking a cake for when my friend visits tomorrow. Its her birthday. I know I won't eat any myself but I'm having a weird relationship with food at the moment!!!!
Good for you wannabefittthirty. I admire your determination. I think I'll go onto slimming world when I'm the size I want to be. I won't eat as many carbs as I used to tho.. I never fathomed how that was healthy last time.
WillpowerWoman
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wannabefitatthirty said:
Just reading through your diary and u have done amazing!!! What a difference! I am 5th 9 to (wish the weight would come off me as fast!)
I too lost my dad to oesophacol cancer 14yrs ago when i was 15 he died 4 months after diagnosis.
wannabefitatthirty
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Hi peeps... I'm back on day 1... Yes I have eaten alot of very rich food this weekend- and now I'm I'm bed with bad stomach ache :-( I'm on day 1 of Cambridge again n I can't even face a shake as I'm poorly... So making it easier for me lol
Thank u willpowerwoman, such an awful disease :-(( couldn't imagine going through that as a teenager, so u truly have my sympathies xxx
Thank u willpowerwoman, such an awful disease :-(( couldn't imagine going through that as a teenager, so u truly have my sympathies xxx
wannabefitatthirty
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Thank u willow xxx how ru getting on Hun? Every cloud has silver lining, 1st days of Cambridge r so hard so at least i don't feel like eating lol
willow12
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wannabefitatthirty said:
I'm good thanks.. Now 13st 1lb. I'm just looking at clothes online to distract myself as hubby and children are eating. I can't keep having a bath, I'll have no skin left! I'm a 14 1/2 size at the mo.. Not sure what size stuff to buy, just want something nice to wear.
wannabefitatthirty
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River island, warehouse, oasis and next all have gorgeous clothes in at mo... I've just ordered some size 14's.. They're tiny bit snug, but fit... I weighed 13.11 this morning :-(((
wannabefitatthirty
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I must admit I'm hoping to b in the 12's by Saturday... Have a party to go to- but not eating n having dodgy tummy may help me today... I did go absolutely crazy over weekend... My friends birthday n there was treats everywhere!!!
wannabefitatthirty
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Am in complete shock!! After being very ill yesterday with sickness etc I have gone from 13st11 yesterday morning to this morning 13.4!!!! Yay that awful day yesterday was kinda worth it haha
