kati
Gold Member
my tea was a bit of a let down. It was nice but a bit dry. I usually love loads of gravy on or something like that. Is there anything that we can use as a sauce?
I made a toffee and walnut mousse after the food and that was lovely. My first successful mousse yay!
I think I'll have some chicken and mushroom crisps soon. I don't like having my packs late because I don't want to get into a habit of eating late on. I've haad about 5 1/2 litres of water but still really thirsty for some reason. and my belly has been gurgling like mad.
I have constantly had someone lying or leaning on me all the time and i'm so sick of it. they just wont get off aargh!!!
I haven't bothered trying anything on agan for a few days since my weight isnt shifting and I feel all bloated. I feel horrible and really fat today It's like I've never lost any weight at all. I know I've lost 17 lbs but it's not enough to really make much of a difference to my body is it. Another 17 pounds would but I think it's going to take a while to lose that again. certainly more than another 4 weeks
When I joined in the bonfire night challenge I was aiming to have lost a stone but I'm not going to make that. I've only lost 5lbs so 9 left to lose in 3 1/2 weeks. If I lose 3lbs per week I could but at this rate that isn't going to happen. If I lose that 9lbs then that would take my bmi down to about 27 1/2. Only 15lbs less than that I would be bmi 25! breaking it up like that makes it seem so reachable whereas saying i need to lose 24lbs seems a lot more, as does 1 stone 10. But it also seems weird to say I only need to lose 1 stone 10 to not be classed as over weight any more. I'm almost halfway to that 1st goal. ok maybe its not the first goal. Getting below 13 stone was the first goal, then the next one was getting below 13 stone at night with clothes on, then getting below bmi 30, then getting below 12 stone, now my next is to get below 12 stone at night with clothes on. So far its sticking at 12 stone 1. So after that my next goal has to be to lose the 9lbs by bonfire night. what do you think, will I manage it?
work is really getting e down, I'm sick of it. well not sick of the job so much but sick of working with my mother and her boyfriend. I'm being forced to work extra hours and giving lifts every day. If I have to take my mother home before I go home it means I dont have time to make anything to eat before picking the kids up so have to go from about 9 30 till about 5 between packs. This is not good. I wish they'd hurry up and get their new shop opened and leave me to it in that shop. At least I'll be expecting to work full time every day instead of just being forced to do the odd day whether I want to or not. I don't care about the extra money I'm just sick of the emotional blackmail they use on me so I can't say no. I might sound awful but I don't care about how many days off they do or don't get off a week, it's their business not mine. they're paying me minimum wage to do all that crap why should I want to go in and cook and clean for hours for that? They seem to think I should think of it as my busness too but it's not and I cant think of it like that. I work just as hard, if not harder, while I'm there but I'm not getting any of the benefits of it that they are. I'm sick of being left with all the awkward customers or complaints because they can't be bothered with those people, but why should I be the one to have to deal with them? like I say their business not mine. Now I can't even talk to customers about something other than food without being accused of trying to chat them up (male customers anyway). they want to know every detail of my life and keep wanting me to go and spend more time with them after wok adn I just dont want to. My life is my life not theirs and I see too much of them as it is. Sorry I'm just sick and needed to have a rant about work. Oh and I've only had about 2 days off (other than weekends) since January and I'm fed up. They kept saying they couldn't manage without me so couldn't have any time off.
I made a toffee and walnut mousse after the food and that was lovely. My first successful mousse yay!
I think I'll have some chicken and mushroom crisps soon. I don't like having my packs late because I don't want to get into a habit of eating late on. I've haad about 5 1/2 litres of water but still really thirsty for some reason. and my belly has been gurgling like mad.
I have constantly had someone lying or leaning on me all the time and i'm so sick of it. they just wont get off aargh!!!
I haven't bothered trying anything on agan for a few days since my weight isnt shifting and I feel all bloated. I feel horrible and really fat today It's like I've never lost any weight at all. I know I've lost 17 lbs but it's not enough to really make much of a difference to my body is it. Another 17 pounds would but I think it's going to take a while to lose that again. certainly more than another 4 weeks
When I joined in the bonfire night challenge I was aiming to have lost a stone but I'm not going to make that. I've only lost 5lbs so 9 left to lose in 3 1/2 weeks. If I lose 3lbs per week I could but at this rate that isn't going to happen. If I lose that 9lbs then that would take my bmi down to about 27 1/2. Only 15lbs less than that I would be bmi 25! breaking it up like that makes it seem so reachable whereas saying i need to lose 24lbs seems a lot more, as does 1 stone 10. But it also seems weird to say I only need to lose 1 stone 10 to not be classed as over weight any more. I'm almost halfway to that 1st goal. ok maybe its not the first goal. Getting below 13 stone was the first goal, then the next one was getting below 13 stone at night with clothes on, then getting below bmi 30, then getting below 12 stone, now my next is to get below 12 stone at night with clothes on. So far its sticking at 12 stone 1. So after that my next goal has to be to lose the 9lbs by bonfire night. what do you think, will I manage it?
work is really getting e down, I'm sick of it. well not sick of the job so much but sick of working with my mother and her boyfriend. I'm being forced to work extra hours and giving lifts every day. If I have to take my mother home before I go home it means I dont have time to make anything to eat before picking the kids up so have to go from about 9 30 till about 5 between packs. This is not good. I wish they'd hurry up and get their new shop opened and leave me to it in that shop. At least I'll be expecting to work full time every day instead of just being forced to do the odd day whether I want to or not. I don't care about the extra money I'm just sick of the emotional blackmail they use on me so I can't say no. I might sound awful but I don't care about how many days off they do or don't get off a week, it's their business not mine. they're paying me minimum wage to do all that crap why should I want to go in and cook and clean for hours for that? They seem to think I should think of it as my busness too but it's not and I cant think of it like that. I work just as hard, if not harder, while I'm there but I'm not getting any of the benefits of it that they are. I'm sick of being left with all the awkward customers or complaints because they can't be bothered with those people, but why should I be the one to have to deal with them? like I say their business not mine. Now I can't even talk to customers about something other than food without being accused of trying to chat them up (male customers anyway). they want to know every detail of my life and keep wanting me to go and spend more time with them after wok adn I just dont want to. My life is my life not theirs and I see too much of them as it is. Sorry I'm just sick and needed to have a rant about work. Oh and I've only had about 2 days off (other than weekends) since January and I'm fed up. They kept saying they couldn't manage without me so couldn't have any time off.
