fatstitcher
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Confession Time: Weekend hass not been good for me emotionally which then manifests itself into bad habits but after several heated "text" arguements on Friday (whilst we were both in different places) the air appears to have been cleared a bit but I was still upset at comments made all weekend.
Plus I had parents and godmother over sunday and had about 4 arguements with my father (pointless ones as he was talking c**p but won't ever admit he's wrong!!), about what I help I should get for Ben etc, that we are not helping Ben etc, that all the specialist equipement suppliers are taking us for mugs as he could find stuff cheaper on Internet etc - well I took it all and then very calmly said the following:- 1. Specialist Equipement is just that - its specialist and made to each child's individual needs (the prices he see's are just for the basic items w/out the adjustments)
2. I am getting all the Benefits / Extra Care etc available - and that we have the full support of Dr's / Social Services / Occupational Health etc
Then to cap it all Ben had an almighty Temper Tantrum because he was tired and I stopped him playing on the Wii - and gues what according to my dad I am not dealing with these right either.:sigh:
Then he got onto the issue of my weight (here was a case of pot and kettle) and that i never stick to anything blah blah blah - its no wonder I was completely demoralised when they left BUT I DID NOT CRY OR LOSE MY TEMPER.:cry:
If I wasn't on my own with Ben after they had gone I would have got drunk, so instead I hit the food cupboards.:break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet:
Sorry for the rant but I needed to get it off my chest and hopefully out of my head so that I can just get on with staying on plan.
Michelle xx
Plus I had parents and godmother over sunday and had about 4 arguements with my father (pointless ones as he was talking c**p but won't ever admit he's wrong!!), about what I help I should get for Ben etc, that we are not helping Ben etc, that all the specialist equipement suppliers are taking us for mugs as he could find stuff cheaper on Internet etc - well I took it all and then very calmly said the following:- 1. Specialist Equipement is just that - its specialist and made to each child's individual needs (the prices he see's are just for the basic items w/out the adjustments)
2. I am getting all the Benefits / Extra Care etc available - and that we have the full support of Dr's / Social Services / Occupational Health etc
Then to cap it all Ben had an almighty Temper Tantrum because he was tired and I stopped him playing on the Wii - and gues what according to my dad I am not dealing with these right either.:sigh:
Then he got onto the issue of my weight (here was a case of pot and kettle) and that i never stick to anything blah blah blah - its no wonder I was completely demoralised when they left BUT I DID NOT CRY OR LOSE MY TEMPER.:cry:
If I wasn't on my own with Ben after they had gone I would have got drunk, so instead I hit the food cupboards.:break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet:
Sorry for the rant but I needed to get it off my chest and hopefully out of my head so that I can just get on with staying on plan.
Michelle xx