This is the first time I have felt down in a few weeks, I think I have toilet "bloat"
& I'm beginning to worry because I go away in 3 weeks, and it's not about looking skinny on holiday I worry about.. I am worried about stressing over eating & worrying & being miserable on holiday (which has happened before) and ending up arguing.. it's my special holiday for my 21st (which was in July but hey-ho time off work..) and I just wanna enjoy it..
I love this JUDDD & primal, I don't think I have honestly been this happy! On stricter diets I was causing so many arguments with my OH (all, all my moody, self-loathing fault!!)
I just don't want it to happen whilst we're away! He's so supportive, we should both be able to enjoy the sun
Sorry for my ramble, needed to get some thoughts out of my head, sometimes I think I have serious dieting/food issues!!