not going to happen for a start i cant cook for toffee (cant even make that) and to loose weight in time to wear me new ice queen costume will still make it look better so there is still the small motivation there. i have no more outings planned until the 16th so i should be less tempted to be naughty, i have made 2 extra bowls of stir fry for tommorow, so im trying (very!). im just not very good at it and there is nothing i can do about that really, i lost a stone and half, i have put back on the half so iv still lost a stone since i started so thats still good, not good enough, but good. i just dont have a sensible food eating brain