hi love you havenothing to apologise the LT journey is for you and you only, i'm really pleased you have decided to stay with it and as you are aware there is some fantastic support on here. I log on mainly to read rather than post because it keeps me focused. all the best
Really well done for sticking with it. I have to say, cheating and eating has tempted me this week, so I know exactly where you are coming from. As someone already mentioned this is your journey and you have to find your own way as do all of us.