BecHahns
Full Member
Okay so basically, this diet is DOMINATING my life. Not in a good way, either. I feel like I am falling apart. Every second of every day is spent thinking about what I can and can't eat. I am constantly drained, I stay up all night and sleep all day and it's making me angry and stressed and as a result I've been so snappy and rude to people this week. It finally reached a climax just now where I had an argument with my flatmate that ended with me in tears, then when it died down she came in to my room and just said "you need to stop thinking about food because it is driving you insane and making you into a horrible person, when normally you aren't." and I agreed.
I'm sorry guys, you've all been so helpful but being on here is making me obsessive and I'm never normally like this. I'm going to keep going on my diet and logging my weight but I am going to try to not come onto this forum for a few weeks, I feel like it is only making me more and more obsessive and it's making me ill, basically. No offense to anyone, this is my own fault.
Has anyone else ever had this feeling before? I feel kind of like I must have gone wrong somewhere for this to take over my life so much.
I'm sorry guys, you've all been so helpful but being on here is making me obsessive and I'm never normally like this. I'm going to keep going on my diet and logging my weight but I am going to try to not come onto this forum for a few weeks, I feel like it is only making me more and more obsessive and it's making me ill, basically. No offense to anyone, this is my own fault.
Has anyone else ever had this feeling before? I feel kind of like I must have gone wrong somewhere for this to take over my life so much.