little miss helpful
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Hi
Happened to stumble across this site in another quest on finding some hope on trying to lose weight, once again !
Mmmmm were do I start ?
From a young age I Lear to comfort eat when my father worked out of my life when I was 10. My weight growing up always had the label of being fat but looking at fotos I really wasn't ! I have a foto on millennium night wearing size 12 oasis top and trousers !
I then moved away from home to b with partner and that's when the problem started. Not knowing anyone I came home from work and comfort ate ! Going to bed with a tube of Pringles as supper !! My relationship with my OH can b fantastic 1 minute and next emotional and whb it is out comes my friend the food ! I just can't seem to help myself !
Then in the end of 2004 was diagnosed with hypothyroidism and it seemed overnight I just got big, I was so tired physically and emotional and I think from then I started to become depressed !
Since then have dealt with dealing with an affair that my partner had and the overwhelming need to start my family ! After a couple of years of trying was sent for tests and told I need to lose weight before they do more serious investigations !
Ud think that would b enough motivation but I think the problem I I have very low self esteem and confidence and just don't believe I can and mayb look at my weight as a shield ?
Anyway yesterday I was told by my bf that she is pregnant after just the first go ! I am so sad and upset , happy for her but devastated in the inside !
I need to find the happy me and I think the starting point is losing weight !
I hope this forum is a big as support for me as it is for so many of u !
Omg just realised how long this is, sorry for boring u all lol !
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Happened to stumble across this site in another quest on finding some hope on trying to lose weight, once again !
Mmmmm were do I start ?
From a young age I Lear to comfort eat when my father worked out of my life when I was 10. My weight growing up always had the label of being fat but looking at fotos I really wasn't ! I have a foto on millennium night wearing size 12 oasis top and trousers !
I then moved away from home to b with partner and that's when the problem started. Not knowing anyone I came home from work and comfort ate ! Going to bed with a tube of Pringles as supper !! My relationship with my OH can b fantastic 1 minute and next emotional and whb it is out comes my friend the food ! I just can't seem to help myself !
Then in the end of 2004 was diagnosed with hypothyroidism and it seemed overnight I just got big, I was so tired physically and emotional and I think from then I started to become depressed !
Since then have dealt with dealing with an affair that my partner had and the overwhelming need to start my family ! After a couple of years of trying was sent for tests and told I need to lose weight before they do more serious investigations !
Ud think that would b enough motivation but I think the problem I I have very low self esteem and confidence and just don't believe I can and mayb look at my weight as a shield ?
Anyway yesterday I was told by my bf that she is pregnant after just the first go ! I am so sad and upset , happy for her but devastated in the inside !
I need to find the happy me and I think the starting point is losing weight !
I hope this forum is a big as support for me as it is for so many of u !
Omg just realised how long this is, sorry for boring u all lol !
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