Well have decided to restart again. Tomorrow is the start of a brand new me have recently had a birthday with a zero in it and need to take stock. Have spent 90%. Of my life over wt and im fed up of my life revolving around food . Im a typical emotional eater and turn to food when upset angry stressed. Dont really like food as ive always had such a poor relationship with it. Ive got about 5 st to loose did Lt /exante last year and lost 35 lb but its all gone back on. Need to take back controll again and stopin eatin is good for me as i dont have to make choices. Well all set for start tomorow didnt have a diary last time so have decided to do one this time. Have been reading so many wonderful stories a d support offered . Hope it helps this time. Thanks for listening if anyone is out there. New day tomorow here i come.