Pink Britney
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Hi Guys
I am a newbe!
I am going to Weight Watchers tonight and kinda bricking it to be honest..
Bit of history on me:
I am 23 F and got engaged recently to my most wonderful boyfriend who I dearly love we have know eachother for 6 years and going out for 2 (I didnt think he would fancy me!)
Since we got together and actually to be fair about 6 months to a year before that I started piling on the weight going from usually about 13 stones to now what I think could be 20 I know its unreal to think a person could put on that much over 2-3 years.
My turning point has been coming for some time to be honest I have gone from being so confident and loving getting dressed up and going out to having no confidence in myself feeling disgusting and embarrassed about the way I look and even in work feeling stupid around all of my young hot collegues. The icing on the cake arrived on Saturday night when I was out for a few drinks letting my hair down and a guy that was chatting my up said to me you have a beautiful face and eyes and smile... (which admittedly I do still get sometimes) but then quickly followed it up with I have a thing for big girl anyway so dont worry :cry:I dont think I have the words to explain how that made me feel. The previous week another guy that had not seem me in ages said OMG what happened to you you have put on so much weight.. I have only kindof told my boyfriend about this and he was upset for me but like at the end of the day he cant really loose the weight for me can he?
I also had a trip abroad booked and cancelled it last min because I was worried about fitting on the plane and made an excuse that I was really too busy with work to up and leave and ended up taking two days off instead of heading off to the sun as had been planned and I had also planned to be thin for it!
Sorry about the rant but I am just at the end at this stage and I have tried all diets and know that weight watchers is the only one that I can actually stick to.
I'll let you guys know what I weigh later I'm sure its a lot worse than I think it is as our scales broke a few weeks ago and I was too afraid to get a new one!
Im Tragic!
Thanks for listening to the rant!
PB
I am a newbe!
I am going to Weight Watchers tonight and kinda bricking it to be honest..
Bit of history on me:
I am 23 F and got engaged recently to my most wonderful boyfriend who I dearly love we have know eachother for 6 years and going out for 2 (I didnt think he would fancy me!)
Since we got together and actually to be fair about 6 months to a year before that I started piling on the weight going from usually about 13 stones to now what I think could be 20 I know its unreal to think a person could put on that much over 2-3 years.
My turning point has been coming for some time to be honest I have gone from being so confident and loving getting dressed up and going out to having no confidence in myself feeling disgusting and embarrassed about the way I look and even in work feeling stupid around all of my young hot collegues. The icing on the cake arrived on Saturday night when I was out for a few drinks letting my hair down and a guy that was chatting my up said to me you have a beautiful face and eyes and smile... (which admittedly I do still get sometimes) but then quickly followed it up with I have a thing for big girl anyway so dont worry :cry:I dont think I have the words to explain how that made me feel. The previous week another guy that had not seem me in ages said OMG what happened to you you have put on so much weight.. I have only kindof told my boyfriend about this and he was upset for me but like at the end of the day he cant really loose the weight for me can he?
I also had a trip abroad booked and cancelled it last min because I was worried about fitting on the plane and made an excuse that I was really too busy with work to up and leave and ended up taking two days off instead of heading off to the sun as had been planned and I had also planned to be thin for it!
Sorry about the rant but I am just at the end at this stage and I have tried all diets and know that weight watchers is the only one that I can actually stick to.
I'll let you guys know what I weigh later I'm sure its a lot worse than I think it is as our scales broke a few weeks ago and I was too afraid to get a new one!
Im Tragic!
Thanks for listening to the rant!
PB