.Nicki.
Minimin Addict
I've decided to write a diary and i'm going to start with a list of all the reasons i want to lose weight so if i ever feel like giving up again i can read it and hope it keeps me on track.
1. You desperatly want to be a mum and it is not going to happen being 21 stone something and even if it did you'd struggle with everything during and after birth.
2. You are miserable, even when you pretend not to be and put a brave fact, you are still miserable.
3. The weight holds you back in everything you do, even the little things and after 20 odd years it needs to change.
Well they are the main things, my biggest enemy is myself and i've realised that in the last few months. I am rejoining sw on Monday and i'm rejoining a brand new group, joined my other ones so many times i'd be too embarrassed to go back again but its a new start and new group seems like a good plan. I've just started an open uni course and i'm hoping being distracted by course work will distract from food.
1. You desperatly want to be a mum and it is not going to happen being 21 stone something and even if it did you'd struggle with everything during and after birth.
2. You are miserable, even when you pretend not to be and put a brave fact, you are still miserable.
3. The weight holds you back in everything you do, even the little things and after 20 odd years it needs to change.
Well they are the main things, my biggest enemy is myself and i've realised that in the last few months. I am rejoining sw on Monday and i'm rejoining a brand new group, joined my other ones so many times i'd be too embarrassed to go back again but its a new start and new group seems like a good plan. I've just started an open uni course and i'm hoping being distracted by course work will distract from food.