Determined Girl
Here's hoping
Hey gang,
Well... I'm sat here on a Saturday night twiddling my thumbs and waiting to feel tired enough to get to sleep.
On many levels I love LT. It takes the hassle out of shopping, portion control etc. It's an all or nothing programme and I'm an all or nothing kind of girl. The hunger and headaches are now really controllable. I rarely feel physically rubbish *crossed fingers* and I'm looking forward to my 4th WI on Tues.
I don't know why I'm feeling so down really. I can't explain it...but this diet is making me feel incredibly lonely. It's not that I feel like I'm 'missing out' exactly...just that my life is in limbo...waiting to get slim so I can ENJOY it again. There are only so many warm baths and candles a girl can have before she craves a little fun and excitement. I know in the grand scheme of things a few months isn't a long time....but I'm feeling really isolated and lonely at the moment.
I feel like I've lost a bit of my glow- I'm usually the life and soul and not I'm just sipping water and smiling serenely. I guess it's just a bigger adjustment than I'd realised.
Thanks for listening
Sheeeeeesh
Luce xx
Well... I'm sat here on a Saturday night twiddling my thumbs and waiting to feel tired enough to get to sleep.
On many levels I love LT. It takes the hassle out of shopping, portion control etc. It's an all or nothing programme and I'm an all or nothing kind of girl. The hunger and headaches are now really controllable. I rarely feel physically rubbish *crossed fingers* and I'm looking forward to my 4th WI on Tues.
I don't know why I'm feeling so down really. I can't explain it...but this diet is making me feel incredibly lonely. It's not that I feel like I'm 'missing out' exactly...just that my life is in limbo...waiting to get slim so I can ENJOY it again. There are only so many warm baths and candles a girl can have before she craves a little fun and excitement. I know in the grand scheme of things a few months isn't a long time....but I'm feeling really isolated and lonely at the moment.
I feel like I've lost a bit of my glow- I'm usually the life and soul and not I'm just sipping water and smiling serenely. I guess it's just a bigger adjustment than I'd realised.
Thanks for listening
Sheeeeeesh
Luce xx