Hi Kati
Sorry to hear you're struggling - it's not easy, it's really not & you're not weak willed. We've all been where you are right now & it sucks. This time of year has got to be the hardest time of all to diet, everywhere you look is lovely food & treats & everybody's going out for meals or talking about it, it's sooo difficult. Don't be so hard on yourself, that's the first step as you'll end up in a downward spiral of feeling bad, then miserable then sod it and eat everything. Agree with Swankyswan, it may be worth thinking about moving up a step, just to give yourself a bit of space. But you know, there's no easy answer, I'm trying to "be good" at the moment, just to lose a few pounds before Christmas, and I'll failing miserably. Just stick with it, re-think of all the reasons why you wanted to lose weight in the first place and keep them in mind daily. Everytime that "chatterbox" strikes, find something to do, something to keep you busy, keep you occupied - come on here & talk to everyone, or go on the arcade - anything to keep you out of the fridge.
Take care honey, you can do it.
xx