Poppysparkle
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Well, day 3 and just had a plate of chicken, rocket and balsamic vinegar. Yesterday had just chicken, and day one I only had some tuna from a tin as we were away in the caravan and it was too late to grill chicken by the time the baby was settled for the night.
I was amazed to be sat down with plate, knife and fork! I had a few bites and it was nice, then got really bored and an aching jaw. I didn't really get full and ate more than I think I was intending. I'd bought a pack of cooked chicken from Asda and had a few slices the night before, and had to use the rest up. Although I don't think the portion was huge, when I looked on the back of the pack the suggested serving was for four people!! Which would have meant about two thin slices each. Only now I feel like I must have overeaten.
I don't like this anymore! It's too scary and I want to go back to my four packs. I actually really look forward to my LL packs and prefer the taste of my vanilla shake and cranberry bar to anything I've eaten over the past few days.
It's all such an anticlimax and a bit of a worry that I want to go back to abstinence already!
I suspect this is definitely coming from my child and I need to get the adult to come to the forefront I suppose! :sigh: