Hi Chelly
I am sorry to hear that you are struggling;must admit I didnt realise...I just look at your before and after pics and you look amazing...BUT, doesnt matter what everyone else thinks - I understand it is how you feel.
Now, please, please dont take offence at this....but, I think the chemist maybe right in not giving you the LT. As you know this is a program for people who are obese and over 3 stones to lose! You have been there, got the t-shirt, etc!!! You HAVE the willpower - just not with LT, although you have the support of all us LTrimmers.
Step back and remember how you felt when you got to the weight before you put the 8lb on! Try and recapture that feeling and I am sure this will spur you on. You say you dont have any willpower,,well, I disagree with you saying that! You have proved it with your weight loss...which was absolutely amazing and that was WITHOUT food. I am sure you learnt so much about yourself and food whilst on LT. Try and remember that and what you need to take from that.
Relax...enjoy your new found freedom....just maybe look at what you are eating and what you can cut back on and increase the exercise.
Sorry if this is a bit waffly..but you are another one that we all look up to and aspire to be as you have done so well and you are always so positive. You just need to turn that on yourself now and think positively. Dont go into that downward spiral sweetie..you are too precious for that.
We are all routing for you!!!! And do hope you that get your head around your new healthy life and how to put it into practise again for you.
Please dont take this as a criticism..it is not.