Hi Yoyo
Sorry, I didnt notice your thread until now...so a bit late in responding.
Firstly, what has happened has happened....but, boy you have gone off the boil
Was there a reason for it? Usually, when I used to have weekends, or weeks even like that, there was a reason. Someone had annoyed me, upset me, or there was something I was running away from!!!
Like Elle says try and work out why you did what you did.
It has happened sweetie, you need to really nip it in the bud now or I hate to think how much more weight you will put on.
You have done so well, dont give in now. You have had a blip...and no doubt you will know soon how much damage you have done. It happens, but try and move forward.
No one can judge, because it could so easily happen to any of us, so dont feel that you are a failure or anything.
Like you said, you need to do this diet, so the sooner you get your head around the fact that food doesnt figure in your life for a while, you will do ok.
Next time you feel like you are going to eat, jump on here and get some help....just sitting typing will take your mind off food.
I am thinking of you - remember the feelings you are experiencing and this will help you next time too..you wont want to feel like that again, not especially since you have done marvellously well!!!
Good luck for your Wi tomorrow and yes, tomorrow is another day and a brand new start.
Take care