kikuka
Tequila makes miaow happy
:wave_cry:Hi evryone. I dont know what is wrong with me today. I have been breezing along, drinking my water, sticking to 3 packs - no bother and super positive. I have set goals, and should be feeling great. But I'm not. i feel as though CD is not making me lose weight (which I know is impossible) I am in ketosis according to the sticks and know, logically, I am burning fat like the best of them. I am not hungry, and am not really having trouble sitting thinking about food. Sometimes I think I feel thinner, when I put my hand on my hips or something, then I think it is not working again. I was stuck for ages - over 3 weeks. I decided that it was doing me no good getting weighed and then feeling low all the time so I set a goal to be weighed Good friday. Now I am thinking that my low mood is becasue i have had no positive feedback - ie weight loss on the scales. I think I have started to lose again, as I say I do (I think) feel thinner and my new pants *might* fit better but I have got myself all tied up in knots and I dont know what is a real feeling and what is wishful thinking anymore. I cant com off CD - it is my last real hope of ever being normal, and ironically I am sticking to it like a dream, but part of me does not beleive I will ever be normal (weight that is)
I am sorry for laying all that out here. I find it hard to talk to people about this as it is all so illogical and my Mum just says - of course you are losing weight - just look at you!) as does my Dad, My OH has reservations about the healthiness of the diet and is unforthcoming with compliments. My only friend that knows about the CD (I dont mean my only friend, lol) is having her own troubles with water gain (we hope) and temptation, and cant see why I am worried when I am not tempted!
I just wanted to get it out. This one could really work, but can it work for me? I think I have lost perspective. Sorry again.
i will probably be back Easter Saturday full of beans with a mega loss for the last 3 weeks. I hope. Then i will feel really daft!
I am sorry for laying all that out here. I find it hard to talk to people about this as it is all so illogical and my Mum just says - of course you are losing weight - just look at you!) as does my Dad, My OH has reservations about the healthiness of the diet and is unforthcoming with compliments. My only friend that knows about the CD (I dont mean my only friend, lol) is having her own troubles with water gain (we hope) and temptation, and cant see why I am worried when I am not tempted!
I just wanted to get it out. This one could really work, but can it work for me? I think I have lost perspective. Sorry again.
i will probably be back Easter Saturday full of beans with a mega loss for the last 3 weeks. I hope. Then i will feel really daft!