i'lldoit
Banned
Well some of you may have read about my OH and me but he just P**D me off,he knows how important LL iis to me and losing my weight,he pays for me to do it,on Satd I have a work night out and there will be a buffet and everyone will be drinking.......its for charity and with alot of thought I have decided I wont go,I will break abstinance if I go as I know myself,after 50 days TODAY of sticking to LL I havent cheated once which has been so so hard for me,he knows how much I have struggled.I know he has said in the past if I lose weight I will leave him for some1 else,maybe thats as his ex left her hubby for him when she lost weight or my mum left my stepdad after she lost weight Im not sure BUT Im losing weight for my health and happiness and I have reasurred him a number of times?
We were just talking on the phone about work dos and he may/may not go to his I said Im not going to mine and there one on satd Im not going to because of my diet......he replied go ,have a drink and a laugh?????I said losing weight is more importnat than eating and drinking he said nothings more important than that???????!!!!!!! so I wonder as were not getting on does he want me to go and I may meet some1 else or does he want me to blow the diet?I have joined the GYm and Aerobice 2times a week,I said to him dont forget I have aerobics tonight he just went humf!!!??? SO my mind is boggling?Maybe its because he was the centre of my universe for 3+years and now hes not and he senses that?
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We were just talking on the phone about work dos and he may/may not go to his I said Im not going to mine and there one on satd Im not going to because of my diet......he replied go ,have a drink and a laugh?????I said losing weight is more importnat than eating and drinking he said nothings more important than that???????!!!!!!! so I wonder as were not getting on does he want me to go and I may meet some1 else or does he want me to blow the diet?I have joined the GYm and Aerobice 2times a week,I said to him dont forget I have aerobics tonight he just went humf!!!??? SO my mind is boggling?Maybe its because he was the centre of my universe for 3+years and now hes not and he senses that?
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