TTey68
Full Member
Had my 9th weigh in today. Another 7lbs gone.
I started CD on the Wednesday before Good Friday. Weighing in at 21st 7lbs - today I weigh in at 16st 9lbs. 2lbs off 5stone. Its madness.
I have gone past feeling elated over these losses and I am started to notice the new me. The inside of the tops of my legs are just a mass of wobbly loose skin. My belly apron a mass of loose skin. Loose skin on my arms. I am for sure at the very least going to need a TT - but looking at pictures on the net the scarring can be quite severe, and not overly convinced a TT would do it - full body tuck. Whilst my boobs havnt shruck they just hang now.
Hated being fat and not liking this too much either.
Before I di teh TV programme I wouldnt hand washing out in my back garden. Zero confidence. The confidence recently gained from the weight loss is ebbing away and the feeling of self consciousness is creeping back, albeit for the wrong reason this time.
It frightens me. Its so quick. Cant recall being this weight in certainly the last 10 years and the smallest I can remember in my adult life is arounf the 15st 6lb mark, 17 years ago.
Having issues with clothes which are simply too big. I still wear what I can get away with - but they are not flattering on a slimmer body. Still have 5st to go so loathe to buy anything else - and even then a quick rekkie of Evans at the weekend proved fruitless. Who on earth designs for them?! SMOCKS??! FFS smocks are so un-flattering on any shape
Just so down. Wonder if it might be worth while seeing a counciller? (Not the CD sort - of the HEAD sort?)
Know this comes across as maybe an ungrateful posting - but its not supposed to be, am struggling with my head (and body) after a whopping loss in such a short time xx
I started CD on the Wednesday before Good Friday. Weighing in at 21st 7lbs - today I weigh in at 16st 9lbs. 2lbs off 5stone. Its madness.
I have gone past feeling elated over these losses and I am started to notice the new me. The inside of the tops of my legs are just a mass of wobbly loose skin. My belly apron a mass of loose skin. Loose skin on my arms. I am for sure at the very least going to need a TT - but looking at pictures on the net the scarring can be quite severe, and not overly convinced a TT would do it - full body tuck. Whilst my boobs havnt shruck they just hang now.
Hated being fat and not liking this too much either.
Before I di teh TV programme I wouldnt hand washing out in my back garden. Zero confidence. The confidence recently gained from the weight loss is ebbing away and the feeling of self consciousness is creeping back, albeit for the wrong reason this time.
It frightens me. Its so quick. Cant recall being this weight in certainly the last 10 years and the smallest I can remember in my adult life is arounf the 15st 6lb mark, 17 years ago.
Having issues with clothes which are simply too big. I still wear what I can get away with - but they are not flattering on a slimmer body. Still have 5st to go so loathe to buy anything else - and even then a quick rekkie of Evans at the weekend proved fruitless. Who on earth designs for them?! SMOCKS??! FFS smocks are so un-flattering on any shape
Just so down. Wonder if it might be worth while seeing a counciller? (Not the CD sort - of the HEAD sort?)
Know this comes across as maybe an ungrateful posting - but its not supposed to be, am struggling with my head (and body) after a whopping loss in such a short time xx