evilpenguin
Not evil at all
Hi everyone..
After a rubbish Saturday night SW-wise I'm feeling pretty crap today. I keep thinking that I'm NEVER going to get there, I can't even get past the first stone. I want to lose enough weight so that I fit on the rides at Alton Towers.. meant to be going back in March.. I just feel like March will come and I'll still be the same weight. At class people who joined after me have lost like twice as much as I have. Its so frustrating. I know I can get really good losses when I try but I can't seem to stick to it for one day! I'm really good during the day because I'm at work, then I get home and I feel like I'm on a mission to eat my entire fridge. I don't even eat bad things, I just eat too many of my low syn goodies. I'm going to stop buying them because I obviously can't be trusted.
:sigh: what am I meant to do? My usual tricks aren't working. I don't want to gain at class this week but obviously my Saturday night BBQ/flatwarming will have caught up with me (although at the BBQ I didn't eat half as much as I would've done before SW and at the party the only syns I had were in alcohol) I just feel so low today perhaps I think I've been worse than I actually have been? Wish there was a way to bottle enthusiasm so I could take a sip whenever I needed some
After a rubbish Saturday night SW-wise I'm feeling pretty crap today. I keep thinking that I'm NEVER going to get there, I can't even get past the first stone. I want to lose enough weight so that I fit on the rides at Alton Towers.. meant to be going back in March.. I just feel like March will come and I'll still be the same weight. At class people who joined after me have lost like twice as much as I have. Its so frustrating. I know I can get really good losses when I try but I can't seem to stick to it for one day! I'm really good during the day because I'm at work, then I get home and I feel like I'm on a mission to eat my entire fridge. I don't even eat bad things, I just eat too many of my low syn goodies. I'm going to stop buying them because I obviously can't be trusted.
:sigh: what am I meant to do? My usual tricks aren't working. I don't want to gain at class this week but obviously my Saturday night BBQ/flatwarming will have caught up with me (although at the BBQ I didn't eat half as much as I would've done before SW and at the party the only syns I had were in alcohol) I just feel so low today perhaps I think I've been worse than I actually have been? Wish there was a way to bottle enthusiasm so I could take a sip whenever I needed some