Tiaratara
Full Member
Ok so I'm biting the bullet and starting my journey to lose weight and finally be happy with myself again!
I'm sick of feeling the way I do about myself so it's only me that can do anything about it! I have decided that this year I am going to succeed!!
So here's a little background about me so u know a little.....
I'm a 24 year old female (not married, no kids!) and live with my partner of 8 years. I work full time training to be a manager for a supermarket chain. Whilst working full time my employer is also paying for me to do a University Degree in Business and Management. I've just completed my 1st year at both the business and of the degree. I'm really enjoying it but finding it quite tiring and demanding. The workload is pretty steep as I'm sure a few of u will
Understand! I'm happy with my job but just unhappy with myself.
I'm an outgoing friendly girl but I must admit over the last 5 years or so I've really changed probably for the worst. I've become more shy, less social and lost the majority of my confidence. I tend not to go out partying much anymore, I never feel comfortable anymore.
I don't mean this is to sound nasty but when I go out I just tend to look at all the other pretty skinny girls in their revealing dresses and admit I become a bit jealous! I'm really opening up here!! Lol! I compare myself to them and I just end up getting upset on nights out! All my friends are beautiful and skinny and I'm fed up of being the one that seems to stand in their shadows! Lol! I want to feel confident and sexy again!!
So what do I intend to do to get back to feeling happy?? Well I'm gonna calorie count and do as much exercise as I can. I will post pictures on here of both me and the food I will be eating! I'll be using myfitnesspal to log my food but will also post on here too!
As far as exercise goes, at minute I'm going to struggle due to a recent operation on both of my feet. I had some toes straightened so I have metal pins sticking out! Lol! The pins are being removed in a few weeks so I will have to wait to see what the doctor says for exercise!
I will also be updating my statistics on a regular basis. I will be weighing in on a weekly basis but will also be measuring my body size on a monthly basis to see how I'm doing with inch loss. I understand sometimes that u may not lose weight but u lose inches so I'm not going to get demotivated if I don't see a loss every week.
Anyways my next post will be my up to date statistics and my targets....
I hope you enjoy reading my diary and I hope this helps me to succeed. I'm telling you all that I'm gonna do it and I'm not usually one for failure!!!
I've just got to keep my willpower up!
Good luck to you all!!
I'm sick of feeling the way I do about myself so it's only me that can do anything about it! I have decided that this year I am going to succeed!!
So here's a little background about me so u know a little.....
I'm a 24 year old female (not married, no kids!) and live with my partner of 8 years. I work full time training to be a manager for a supermarket chain. Whilst working full time my employer is also paying for me to do a University Degree in Business and Management. I've just completed my 1st year at both the business and of the degree. I'm really enjoying it but finding it quite tiring and demanding. The workload is pretty steep as I'm sure a few of u will
Understand! I'm happy with my job but just unhappy with myself.
I'm an outgoing friendly girl but I must admit over the last 5 years or so I've really changed probably for the worst. I've become more shy, less social and lost the majority of my confidence. I tend not to go out partying much anymore, I never feel comfortable anymore.
I don't mean this is to sound nasty but when I go out I just tend to look at all the other pretty skinny girls in their revealing dresses and admit I become a bit jealous! I'm really opening up here!! Lol! I compare myself to them and I just end up getting upset on nights out! All my friends are beautiful and skinny and I'm fed up of being the one that seems to stand in their shadows! Lol! I want to feel confident and sexy again!!
So what do I intend to do to get back to feeling happy?? Well I'm gonna calorie count and do as much exercise as I can. I will post pictures on here of both me and the food I will be eating! I'll be using myfitnesspal to log my food but will also post on here too!
As far as exercise goes, at minute I'm going to struggle due to a recent operation on both of my feet. I had some toes straightened so I have metal pins sticking out! Lol! The pins are being removed in a few weeks so I will have to wait to see what the doctor says for exercise!
I will also be updating my statistics on a regular basis. I will be weighing in on a weekly basis but will also be measuring my body size on a monthly basis to see how I'm doing with inch loss. I understand sometimes that u may not lose weight but u lose inches so I'm not going to get demotivated if I don't see a loss every week.
Anyways my next post will be my up to date statistics and my targets....
I hope you enjoy reading my diary and I hope this helps me to succeed. I'm telling you all that I'm gonna do it and I'm not usually one for failure!!!
I've just got to keep my willpower up!
Good luck to you all!!