Hi, I'm in the middle of week 11 now although the rest of my group are on wk12. Our LLC said that next week she's going to take our photos again and to wear something flattering.
I've been thinking about it and I honestly don't think I'm ready for this yet. I know that I've already lost over 4st in 10wks, and that's it's a really good achievement but I still weigh 18st and I just don't feel I want to have my photo taken. I feel like I am in this for the long haul and maybe in a stone or two's time I will feel readier.
I know that she will say I need to celebrate what I've achieved and to understand how I've changed but it just doesn't feel like the right time for me yet.:sigh: I also think the other girls in the group will put a bit of pressure on me to have it done - they are very supportive but seem to see me as the golden girl as I've not lapsed as they have. Pressure to do it will only make me want to do it less.
Should I go ahead and have the photo done?
I've been thinking about it and I honestly don't think I'm ready for this yet. I know that I've already lost over 4st in 10wks, and that's it's a really good achievement but I still weigh 18st and I just don't feel I want to have my photo taken. I feel like I am in this for the long haul and maybe in a stone or two's time I will feel readier.
I know that she will say I need to celebrate what I've achieved and to understand how I've changed but it just doesn't feel like the right time for me yet.:sigh: I also think the other girls in the group will put a bit of pressure on me to have it done - they are very supportive but seem to see me as the golden girl as I've not lapsed as they have. Pressure to do it will only make me want to do it less.
Should I go ahead and have the photo done?