Wannabeelovely
Silver Member
Hi everyone,
Just got back from a 3 day training course where I ended up having to come off CD. I was sitting with loads of people I didnt know at meal times and, when I refused breakfast and lunch on the first day and disappeared into the loos to suck on my Tetrabrik(!), they all got really concerned about me being ill and were asking me loads of questions. I had to eat an evening meal just to shut them up cos I couldnt bring myself to tell a load of strangers that I'm doing CD. It was truly awful and, although I tried to stick to meat, salad and green veg, I did have a few bits like dressings and sauces that have clearly buggered me up. No booze, puds or crap though. I gained 5lbs and feel truly pee'd off cos I did choose wisely. I got back on ss today and I've already lost 2lbs but its just brought home to me how hard it is to fit CD in sometimes and its put doubt into my mind as to whether I can ever achieve that dreamed for goal. I feel really sad that I've come down to earth with such a bump after a perfect CD start. I need to believe again cos this weight thing is beginning to get me down big style. Sorry to whinge but I'm really frustrated! Am I just being stupid or does everyone else just get on with it and sod what people think? I just don't feel that brave. :break_diet:
Just got back from a 3 day training course where I ended up having to come off CD. I was sitting with loads of people I didnt know at meal times and, when I refused breakfast and lunch on the first day and disappeared into the loos to suck on my Tetrabrik(!), they all got really concerned about me being ill and were asking me loads of questions. I had to eat an evening meal just to shut them up cos I couldnt bring myself to tell a load of strangers that I'm doing CD. It was truly awful and, although I tried to stick to meat, salad and green veg, I did have a few bits like dressings and sauces that have clearly buggered me up. No booze, puds or crap though. I gained 5lbs and feel truly pee'd off cos I did choose wisely. I got back on ss today and I've already lost 2lbs but its just brought home to me how hard it is to fit CD in sometimes and its put doubt into my mind as to whether I can ever achieve that dreamed for goal. I feel really sad that I've come down to earth with such a bump after a perfect CD start. I need to believe again cos this weight thing is beginning to get me down big style. Sorry to whinge but I'm really frustrated! Am I just being stupid or does everyone else just get on with it and sod what people think? I just don't feel that brave. :break_diet: