Hello everyone
Decided to keep my diary here so i can look back and remember why I am doing this when I feel like giving in.
I have dieted for probably about 20 years on and off but the last 7-8 years have been the worst, cnstantly switching from one to the other. This has resulted in me being the heaviest I have ever been.
I keep changing my mind about which diet I am doing, not on a weekly basis or even daily sometimes upto 2-3 times a day!!! Shocking......
I have some cambridge shakes from one of my failed attempts and my CDC runs a clas on a monday evening so I can get more then. I need to do it this time and stick to it.
Everything in my life is great, family, happy marriage, both work, ok for money the only thing wrong is me being FAT! It stops me doing a lot and spoils holidays and days out.
I know its a long post and sorry but do need to keep this somewhere. I will no doubt be posting more crap about how I feel but just hoping it does the trick.
I dont want to let my hubby down any more by failing all the time at diets and above all dont wanna keep letting myself down I am going to do it once and for all!
Feel free to post on here and please please do it might encourage me loads.
I will speak soon
Love helen xxxx
Decided to keep my diary here so i can look back and remember why I am doing this when I feel like giving in.
I have dieted for probably about 20 years on and off but the last 7-8 years have been the worst, cnstantly switching from one to the other. This has resulted in me being the heaviest I have ever been.
I keep changing my mind about which diet I am doing, not on a weekly basis or even daily sometimes upto 2-3 times a day!!! Shocking......
I have some cambridge shakes from one of my failed attempts and my CDC runs a clas on a monday evening so I can get more then. I need to do it this time and stick to it.
Everything in my life is great, family, happy marriage, both work, ok for money the only thing wrong is me being FAT! It stops me doing a lot and spoils holidays and days out.
I know its a long post and sorry but do need to keep this somewhere. I will no doubt be posting more crap about how I feel but just hoping it does the trick.
I dont want to let my hubby down any more by failing all the time at diets and above all dont wanna keep letting myself down I am going to do it once and for all!
Feel free to post on here and please please do it might encourage me loads.
I will speak soon
Love helen xxxx