Serena A
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You know when you would really like to say something to someone but you can’t because it would either rock the boat too much or you think of the perfect response too late? Or when a total stranger looks you up and down in that certain way and you would just love to say something to them? And then you just keep replaying the scenario in your head?
Well I thought I would use this thread as somewhere to let it all out without the real life consequences. I would just rant in my diary but I often read through my diary for inspiration and don’t want to keep reminding myself about certain experiences.
This isn’t meant as a negative thread at all (no personal attacks on anyone!) but just as somewhere I can vent my feelings without necessarily having to explain all the background unless I feel like it, so that I can then forget all about it and move on.
Anyway.....to a certain family member I would just love to yell (whilst shaking them vigourously by the shoulders ) :
“For the umpteenth time I DO NOT WANT TO EAT! It will NOT make me feel better! Yes I know that one night off the diet will not make me fat but I also know that it will send me off on a three month binge so that all I will be left with is a 2stone reminder of the stressful time I’m going through right now. So BACK OFF!!”
If I really said this it would cause unbelievable tension – in real life I smile sweetly and say “no I’m ok thanks” .
Ahh that’s better – rage dumped!
Feel free to join me if you need to…
Well I thought I would use this thread as somewhere to let it all out without the real life consequences. I would just rant in my diary but I often read through my diary for inspiration and don’t want to keep reminding myself about certain experiences.
This isn’t meant as a negative thread at all (no personal attacks on anyone!) but just as somewhere I can vent my feelings without necessarily having to explain all the background unless I feel like it, so that I can then forget all about it and move on.
Anyway.....to a certain family member I would just love to yell (whilst shaking them vigourously by the shoulders ) :
“For the umpteenth time I DO NOT WANT TO EAT! It will NOT make me feel better! Yes I know that one night off the diet will not make me fat but I also know that it will send me off on a three month binge so that all I will be left with is a 2stone reminder of the stressful time I’m going through right now. So BACK OFF!!”
If I really said this it would cause unbelievable tension – in real life I smile sweetly and say “no I’m ok thanks” .
Ahh that’s better – rage dumped!
Feel free to join me if you need to…