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Rant :D

#1
I just thought i'd use this opportunity for a rant :D
I'm on day 5, and can honestly say that right now i'm absolutly starving!
I only had 2 shakes today as one was ruined when i spilled the pepper into it in work and I had to throw it away :( People in work walked in on me pouring out my shake/ soup throughout the day, and questioned me about it, so one person thinks its a vitamin drink and the other things the hospital gave me it cos im on a fast for my various tests lol they then continued to ask wat tests and first thing that popped into to my mind was my joints :S so im fasting for a joint test :S (im such a bad liar!)
When i got home from work i was so hungry, i kept myself away at dinner time but when i came downstairs and went into the kitchen for some water my brothers dinner was sitting there staring at me.. i lifted some to eat it, it got to my mouth but i didnt eat it.. i knew i would have felt so let down by myself.
Also tonight i had one of those reassuring type moments.. i went out to a talk thing that was held in a leisure centre near me, i haven't been there since i was a kid, during the talk i went out to the bathroom which was in the swimming changing room and all my memories came rushing back! I used to go there when i was in primary/ early secondary school on class swimming lessons, and i went into the same toilet cubicle i used to get changed in, (it didnt have changing cubicles) and i realised that i used to hide out in there cos i didnt want any1 to see my body, and that was about 10years ago and i still feel the same, so im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad i'm finally doing something about it!
i felt empowered lol.

anyways.. day was ok.. but these hunger pains r awful!
 
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scousemouse0151

soon to be minnie mouse
#2
good for you for resisting temptation, have a hot drink and it might just take the hunger away. you do sound very positive so you can beat these urges. good luck
 

nictastic

Says it as it is!!!
#3
Aww hunni.. you survived tho...maybe next week get some spares shakes just incase.... i have 2 days extra in case i cant get to the chemist, as i work shifts! keep em in the car or handbags for emergencies!!!
Isnt it funny, what places can bring back memories from such a long time ago.... like you say .. you are now facing your past fears!!! onwards and downwards babe...use the empowerment to get you through the bad times xx x x x x lots of water and bed for you hun xx
 
#4
something quite romantic about that story, memories can trigger all sorts of feelings cant they.
xxxxx
 

Sarette

Gold Member
#5
Well done for staying strong, keep going, and definitely get in some spare packs! xx
 

lou:)

Full Member
#7
keep strong, it will be worth it in the end xx
 
#8
Well done for resisting the temptation. It is hard but well worth it.

My WI is on a Monday and as I sometimes get called into work I have extra packs just in case. It's just one less thing to worry about.

x
 


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