Little Noo
Full Member
I feel absolutely pooer than a poo thing. Diet has gone right out of the window, and no chance of it being back on until January as have loads of nights out planned and no personal trainer till then (as im skint!)
I have put on around 4lbs in just a couple of weeks! Back to where I started and will no doubt put on more before the new year!!! I feel so fat - I even went and bought some 'magic knickers' today for my night out on sat - got home and i couldnt even get them on im that fat! Urgh i feel gross, and very insecure because of it!
I dont know if im being a killjoy but i just cant wait till january 1st so i can get back into things again!
Im gonna hit the gym hard, get training again with my personal trainer, start kickboxing classes and eat healthy low calorie food.
Wish i didnt feel so fat though, i literally just want to hide indoors for the next three weeks!!! And no chance of getting naked infront of OH either - he'd run screaming im sure. Plus i have my really gorgeous friend visiting this week who is 10 inches taller than me and skinny and could be a model and i feel so fat and dumpy when im with her (although i still love her lots)
sorry for the rant, i just needed to let off a bit of steam and hopefully when im back in january all you lovely ladies can give me a big kick up the bum and help me get to goal once and for all.
xxx
I have put on around 4lbs in just a couple of weeks! Back to where I started and will no doubt put on more before the new year!!! I feel so fat - I even went and bought some 'magic knickers' today for my night out on sat - got home and i couldnt even get them on im that fat! Urgh i feel gross, and very insecure because of it!
I dont know if im being a killjoy but i just cant wait till january 1st so i can get back into things again!
Im gonna hit the gym hard, get training again with my personal trainer, start kickboxing classes and eat healthy low calorie food.
Wish i didnt feel so fat though, i literally just want to hide indoors for the next three weeks!!! And no chance of getting naked infront of OH either - he'd run screaming im sure. Plus i have my really gorgeous friend visiting this week who is 10 inches taller than me and skinny and could be a model and i feel so fat and dumpy when im with her (although i still love her lots)
sorry for the rant, i just needed to let off a bit of steam and hopefully when im back in january all you lovely ladies can give me a big kick up the bum and help me get to goal once and for all.
xxx